Part
6
Awareness
returned slowly but painfully. Light flashed onto closed eyelids as harsh
fingers pulled them up to flash the light into them. A shallow moan escaped his
lips.
"Mr.
Sandburg? Can you hear me? Please open your eyes." A voice spoke out of
the darkness. A voice he didn’t recognize, a voice that, though soft, scared
him.
Blair
tried to turn his head away from the hands that held his head still but they
were too strong, or he was too weak. Another tortured groan was ripped from his
throat as the light flashed into the other eye.
"Mr.
Sandburg?" The voice repeated but he refused to open his eyes and look at
the nightmare he felt sure would be waiting for him. There were sounds of
someone moving around, pressure on his hand where the IV was checked and more
pain in his head when hands checked the dressing over his right temple.
The
hands, the humming coming from whoever was with him, scared him. He felt his
lungs freezing with fear, his breath coming in small gasps. If his eyes had
been open, there might have been spots before them. The voice spoke again but
this time from far away as finally blessed blackness took him again, leaving
the fear and pain behind.
~*~*~*~
A
cool wet cloth wiped across his chest bringing some degree of awareness again.
The same hands as earlier, not hurtful but still unfamiliar. He didn’t want
them on his body. He winced in pain as he tried to move away from the soft
cloth. A gasp followed as the intense sharpness of his broken ribs caught him
off guard.
"Easy,
Mr. Sandburg. It’s okay, you’re safe now," a voice told him. The soft
melodious tones made no dent in his fear fogged mind. He still needed to get
away from the hands.
"Chief,
relax. Blair, come on, Buddy. It’s okay, I’m here." There, another voice,
one he knew as intimately as his own. A hand touched his forehead, gently
smoothing over it with one finger as it rubbed across the lines of pain.
Another hand took one of his own in it and squeezed it gently.
"’im?"
His voice sounded harsh in his own ears. Blair tried to open his eyes but they
felt like lead. It took several tried before they lifted and he saw the blurry
but definite shape that was his Blessed Protector.
"Yeah,
it’s me, Chief." A smile lit Jim’s face, a silly grin that he couldn’t
have hidden if he’d wanted to.
"’urts."
"I
know, Buddy, but you’re going to be just fine. Hang on, the nurse will be right
back with your pain medication." Jim continued to stroke the soft skin of
his forehead. The rhythmic sensation lulled him, drawing his attention away
from the pain and to the pleasant, calming feeling of that hand on his face. He
could barely keep his eyelids open but he didn’t want to lose contact with the
ice blue eyes that gazed on him with concern and caring.
"Let
yourself sleep, Chief. You need to heal. I’ll be here." Jim’s voice told
him. He felt the pain meds beginning to do their job but still he fought it.
Something hidden in his memory was trying to get out, trying to be heard. The
call of the drug was too powerful in his weakened state and the last thing he
felt as the darkness overtook him was the simple touch of warm lips to his
forehead.
~*~*~*~
"Jim,
how's he doing?" Simon inquired as he entered the hospital room.
"Better.
He’s been drifting in and out for hours now. They are beginning to cut back on
the medication so he should be more lucid each time he wakes. He’s still in a
lot of pain though."
"That’s
good. That he’s coming around, I mean." Simon hastened to add when Jim
tossed him an amused glance.
"I
know what you mean. He still hasn’t been awake long enough to give us any information.
Have you heard anything?"
"Nothing
yet. Feds have agreed to work closely with us on this. Agent Waterman will be
here this afternoon and I thought you’d like to be in on the briefing."
Simon held his hand up to offset any forthcoming argument. "I know you
don’t want to leave him alone but I think you should do this. Daryl wants to
come by this afternoon and I am sending Collins over with him. There will be
someone here at all times."
It
took a long moment before Jim was willing to answer. He was reluctant to leave
Blair for too long, with the drugs still wreaking havoc on his system. He would
wake in fear, unaware of his surroundings and not sure who was with him. He
seemed to recognize Jim and calmed down a great deal when he knew Jim was close
at hand. He would let Blair know that he would be leaving but that he would
return as soon as he could and that Daryl would be there when he next woke. It
should be okay. Finally he nodded his agreement.
"Good,
I will call when he arrives. If he wakes give him my best." Simon squeezed
his best Detective’s shoulder before taking his leave.
"Thanks."
Jim returned his full attention back to his partner as a moan signalled his
return to consciousness. Dark blue eyes, still slightly glazed from the pain
medication slid open slowly.
"Hey,
Buddy. How you feeling?" Jim smiled down at the face of his friend. The
cuts were slowly healing, no longer red and angry looking. The bruising had
started to fade and the swollen eye was beginning to go down little by little.
It had only been a few days but already he looked better. Painful but better.
"Hey."
Came the whisper soft reply. A smile started but the split lip forced it to
stop halfway. "Water?"
"Sure,
right here." Jim retrieved the small tumbler and lifting Blair's head
gently, held it to the young man's lips. Three short sips later, Blair sank
back onto Jim’s hand, exhausted.
"You
feel any better?" Jim put the cup back on the side table and sat carefully
on the edge of the bed.
"A
little. Still hurts."
"What
does?"
"Chest,
head. I don’t know, everything feels numb. You found me?"
"Yeah,
always. It’s in the contract."
"Contract?"
"The
Blessed Protector Contract. I am required to find you as part of the contract's
requirements. Though I must admit it was too close this time. I’m so sorry I
didn’t get to you in time." The ice blue eyes turned suddenly solemn, pain
lanced through them settling somewhere deep in Blair’s soul as they bore into
his own darker ones.
"Not
your fault." Blair reached up to touch the strong jaw of his Blessed
Protector. He could manage little more than a touch as exhaustion forced the
hand to drop to the bed. Jim caught it in his own before it hit, cradling it
tenderly. "Please don’t blame yourself."
"But
I promised to keep him away from you and I failed."
"No,
he forced you to make an impossible choice. There was no other choice. You
couldn’t let Simon die."
"So
instead I almost let you die."
"Aww,
man. Don’t do this. Not now. If you want to feel guilty wait until I can beat
it out of you, okay?" The glib words were met with a warm heartfelt smile
which did more to soothe Blair’s own troubled soul than any of the pain
medications that the doctors had been shovelling into him.
"Promise.
Listen, Simon wants me to go in to talk to Agent Waterman about this case. He’s
going to send Collins and Daryl over to sit with you for a bit. Do you mind. I
mean… I really don’t want to leave you and I…"
"Jim,
relax. That’s fine. I’ll probably just sleep through their visit anyway."
Blair yawned suddenly, emphasizing his extreme exhaustion. Tiny pinched lines
began to form around his eyes and Jim recognized the signs of a headache coming
on.
"Head
hurts?" He asked softly as he reached out and began the same gentle
strokes he had used earlier. It had seemed to soothe before, maybe it would
again.
"Yeah."
Blair agreed, leaning into the comforting touch. His eyes drooped shut as he
turned his head more into the gentle caress. His breathing evened out and one
last sigh escaped as sleep overtook him.
~*~*~*~
Daryl
Banks arrived with Officer Jan Collins a little after two, bringing with them
word that Jim could head back to the station and that Agent Waterman would be
arriving in half an hour. Blair was still sleeping comfortably so Jim felt only
a twinge of guilt at leaving the injured man.
By
the time he arrived at the station, Waterman had already arrived and was
securely ensconced in Simon’s office. Simon waved Jim in to join them. A brief
appraisal of the tall Police Captain told Jim that while he was doing well at
hiding it, he was still in a little discomfort with the arm in the sling.
"Hey,
Jim. How’s the kid doing?"
"A
little better. He was sleeping when I left." Jim took his seat.
"Glad
to hear it. Jim, this is Agent Russell Waterman from the Seattle Branch of the
FBI. Russell, this is Detective Jim Ellison. Blair Sandburg is his
partner."
"Pleasure.
Sandburg, the injured man, right."
"That’s
right."
"I
am sorry to hear that. Michaels is one cold bastard and we have been trying to
shut him down for some time. He’s one smart punk who has managed to stay one
step ahead of the law for nearly four years. He has changed his name so many
times that I don’t think even he remembers his real name.
"His
usual MO is to change locations every few months. He never stays in one
location long enough for us to find out. He sends us letters to let us know
where he was. You are the closest anyone has gotten to nailing this creep.
Maybe together we can hammer the nails in to his coffin once and for all."
"What
do you need us to do?" Simon asked. He had watched Ellison as the agent
had given his little assessment of the situation but the normally stoic
detective’s expression never changed. There was a glimmer of angry that
simmered just below the surface, hidden in the ice blue eyes.
"I
was hoping that we could compare notes and between us maybe we could come up
with a game plan. First off, let me tell you Detective, I am not like most of
my colleagues. I prefer to work with the local constabularies not bumping heads
trying to prove my superiority. Things don’t get solved that way. I spent
fifteen years on the force before joining the FBI and I know how hard it is to
relinquish control and I also know what it is like when a partner goes down.
Can we work together on this?"
The
impassioned speech caught Ellison off guard. He caught no deception, only
complete honesty and understanding from the agent. He had been expecting the
man to tell Banks and himself that he was taking over the reins but instead he
was offering a temporary partnership. A pleasant, though unexpected
proposition.
"I
think that could work." Jim said with a grin.
Simon
breathed a sigh of relief.
~*~*~*~