The summer was not what
either one expected. Jimmy's Dad work him around the clock, often making him
remain at the office for 12-14 hours a day. However it made the few times he
did get to spend with Blair all the more special. He found that he had more in
common with the kid than just their home environments.
Blair was a smart kid,
shy but with a wicked sense of humour and when away from the difficulties of
his home life, he was a lot of fun to be with. He opened up a lot around Jimmy,
showing off his amazing knowledge mingled with that sense of jocularity. He
hadn't expected to have as much fun even though they didn't get together often,
he found he had a good friend in Blair Sandburg.
Only one thing marred the
pleasantness of their meetings. Their time was stressed by the fact that Blair
spent much of the time in pain. His being out of school meant he spent more
time at home with Mike.
It was one of those rare
Saturdays in June when Jimmy's father had to go out of town on a business trip.
For the first time in nearly two weeks, Jimmy had managed to get together with
Blair. They were spending the day at Blair's house since Mike was at work and
Naomi was with friends.
Jimmy and Blair were
going over some books of Blair's when a car door slammed outside in the
driveway. Blair jumped at the sound and rapidly began putting all the books
into a pile to take to his room. It was too late. Mike had come home, furious.
He slammed the front door, threw his coat into the closet and stormed passed
Blair who was crouched gathering books. He kicked out with one foot catching
Blair in the hip, hard. Blair grunted with the pain, falling onto his side and
Jimmy had rose to his feet.
"What was that
for?" The young man demanded, angry at this man who had so casually kicked
the teenager.
"Get the hell out of
my face, you stupid prick. In fact get out of my house." Mike grabbed the
older boy's collar and all but dragged him to the front door. Before Jimmy had
a chance to defend himself or to turn around and face him, the front door
slammed shut again, this time in his face with him on the outside. He could
hear the words from inside.
"I don't want that punk hanging around here, you little
shit. I ever see him again and you are dead, got it?"
"Yes, sir."
Blair's voice was soft and it took a lot of effort to hear it. The sound of a
smack was heard, followed by a cry of pain. Then the sounds of more beating.
Jimmy threw himself
against the door, trying to get inside to help his friend. The heavy door
shuddered under the weight but refused to budge. It dawned on the thin boy that
this was not a good thing and a plan began to develop as he continued his
assault on the door. It finally gave on his fourth blow. He fell over his own
feet and the door as it crashed inwards. Mike was holding Blair by the throat.
His large hands wrapped tightly around the thin neck, squeezing firmly. Jimmy
could see that Blair was struggling to draw air into his lungs. With a sudden
lunge Jimmy tackled Mike, knocking the bigger man to the floor, releasing
Blair.
The younger boy fell to
his knees, wheezing as much needed air filled his oxygen starved lungs.
Jimmy found his anger was
no match for the burly man who had been trying to kill his friend. The man
rained blows all over the trembling teenager who lay curled up, trying to
vainly to protect himself from the fury and rage that had finally boiled over
from Mike.
"You stupid shit. How dare you!"
Another kick, this one to the back of his thigh. "This is my house and I will do as I please in my own home."
A small noise at the
front door caught Mike's attention and with one last kick to Jimmy's back, he
moved to Naomi who stood there with a glazed look on her still beautiful face.
It was obvious she was stoned or drunk, which ever pleased her at this time.
"Hey Baby."
Mike cooed at his lover. "I lost my fucking job today. How about you make
me feel better, then we'll both feel batter."
The two kissed, ignoring
the bloody mess that had once been two young teenagers. Mike wrapped his arms
around Naomi and pulled her into the bedroom. The door slammed behind them.
It took Jimmy a few
minutes to pull himself together enough to push the pain away and drag himself
over to the pale, unmoving form that was his best friend. He tried desperately
to ignore the sounds of sex coming from behind the bedroom door.
Blair didn't move even as
Jimmy checked him over, then rolled him onto his back, all the while asking him
if he was okay. Tears glimmered in the wide blue eyes that stared up at Jimmy
without really seeing him. The protective instincts deep in Jimmy rose and he
gently cradled his friend, rocking slightly as he used to do with Stevie when
Stevie had hurt himself.
Too thin arms rose
shakily to grip tightly at Jimmy's shirt as the silent tears turned to silent
and deep, soul-shaking sobs.
Jimmy was at a loss as to
what to do. He father would kill him if Jimmy took Blair home with him and what
right did he really have to do that. He figured he could call the cops on
Michael but there was a very good chance that nothing would come of it, he'd
already been down that road himself and it wasn't a pleasant one. He remembered
the last time someone had tried to call the cops for him. His father had forced
him to lie to them that he was fine, then he'd spent the next day nursing his
injuries from the beating his father had given him in response.
He didn't want that to
happen to Blair.
Eventually he felt the
tension leave Blair's body as the boy began to fall into a restless sleep. Jimmy nudged the boy awake, helped him to
his feet and led him to his room. As soon as his head touched his pillow, Blair
was asleep. Jimmy finished gathering up
the books scattered through out the living room, deposited them into Blair's
room and with one last glance at his friend, Jimmy left the house, determined
to figure something out to help Blair.
Blair's quiet nature and
his lack of friends meant that no one knew what was going on except Jimmy and
it hurt the older boy to see what was happening to his new best friend.
Unfortunately when he
returned home, his father had come back early. And that was the last he saw of
Blair for the summer
~*~*~*~
Jimmy sat at his cubicle,
outside his father's office. He had a
newspaper in front of him, open to the business section. His father insisted that he read it every
morning to learn the business world better and to learn how the events of the
nation affect that world. He hated it.
Ever since his father's
return from Seattle almost two months ago, the night he'd last seen Blair
Sandburg, things had been rough. Though he hadn't seen Blair since that night
they had managed to speak a few times, just to keep in touch and so Jim knew
Blair was okay. He wasn't great but he
was still alive and avoiding Mike.
Since Mike had lost his
job and was home all the time and because he had begun blaming Blair for that
also, Blair was constantly under threat of being beaten. Jimmy had begun to
develop plans that would hopefully benefit both of them, and Stevie too, if
they worked out. However for that he
needed some money. So far his father
hadn't paid him for his work this summer, so as soon as his father returned
from his early morning meeting, Jimmy was going to ask for some money to
invest. He figure that would make it
seem like he really was eager to apply the knowledge he was gathering at his
father's insistence.
Hopefully it would
placate his father and not bring his wrath down on Jimmy's back. Lately it seemed the William Parker's temper
was much closer to the surface than ever before. Jimmy was fearful of making
that temper flare. However tomorrow
morning, Parker Sr. was off on another trip to LA. He would be gone the entire weekend so Jimmy had made plans to
get together with Blair, do a little camping down near the lake. If only he
could get a little spending cash and get started on his plan, then everything
would begin to look a little brighter.
Unfortunately, it wasn't
until nearly four-thirty when William returned. One meeting had led to another
so by the time he returned, Jimmy was already packing to go home. William said nothing but the two did leave shortly
after, since William was due to leave early and still needed to pack.
In fact it wasn't until
eight that Jimmy finally managed to catch his father off the phone and in his
downstairs office.
"Dad? Do you
have moment?" Jimmy was
nervous. He was terrified that his
father would refuse his request and all his hard work and planning would go to
waste.
"What, Can't you see
I am busy>" The harsh words did
not bode well but Jimmy was determined.
"I was wondering if
I could get a little money?" He
rushed on before his father could refuse outright. "I wanted to try some investing like you have been teaching
me and I was reading about some good stocks and I wanted to see if it would
really work and well I need some money to try and so I was wondering…"
"Breathe, damn it!" Parker cried out,
coming out from behind his desk.
"What the hell do you need money for? I give you everything you
need, you don't need money.
"But, Dad, I want to
learn and practice what I am learning.
I thought you wanted me to…" Again he was interrupted.
"You are my son and you will work here, learning the
business. You are my heir, lazy shit that you are and you will make me proud,
do you understand? You do not need money, you do deserve money until I say
so."
The first blow caught
Jimmy on the side of the head and he fell forward, barely stopping himself
against the side of the desk. His father had moved around until his was behind
him and he lashed out again, this time catching his son with a fist to the
back.
Jimmy arched and cried
out as his body fell hard across the desk and slid to rest on the floor. He
closed his eyes tight against the pain as his father kicked him… once… twice.
The third kick connected with his head and he saw stars. A hand reached down
and pulled him to his feet, heedless of his injuries.
"You goddamn lazy son
of a bitch. You wouldn't recognize a good thing if it hit you. Well, it's
hitting you now, see it, you little shit. See it."
Jimmy could feel blood as
it flowed down his face. The painful bruising in his side and chest made
breathing difficult but he fought the blackness that threatened, knowing if he
didn't then his father would find another excuse to beat him.
'Dammit, I am seventeen
years old, I should be earning money not trying to earn enough of my father's
pleasure for him not to beat me.' Jimmy ranted silently, missing his father's
next words.
"Damn, Boy, listen when I speak to you."
Another slap to the back of his head and he fought to focus once more on his
father's diatribe.
".. you will work this weekend instead of screwing around
with that hippie friend of yours. I would expect an Parker to have better taste
in friends. In fact I don't want you seeing him again. I don't want people
thinking my son's a fag." Jimmy's mind blanked out
the rest of the words at the term fag.
He wasn't gay and neither
was Blair. They were friends who shared a common fate, that was all. Not to
mention that he and Blair had planned to go camping at the river near Mt.
Baker. There was some good fishing there and they both loved fishing.
"… Jimmy! Now get your ass upstairs and clean your room
before dinner. Well discuss this more tomorrow since I won't be going to LA
after all. Don't think that this is
forgotten either." Jimmy's thoughts came back as he realized
his father had finished talking and he was dismissed.
Jimmy wanted to try and
sneak out to let Sandburg know the change of plans but by the time he'd
finished with his chores, it was dinner and then his father insisted that they
sit for a few hours and go over reports for the company. By the time they were
done, Jimmy was too exhaust to do more than collapse on his bed where he slept
until morning.
In fact Jimmy didn't have
a chance to see Blair for the rest of the summer. He was busy at work and when
he wasn't, his father kept him occupied with other things.
The one and only time
he'd tried to get out to see Blair, his father had caught him and locked him in
his room after nailing his window shut. There was nothing he could do to get
out and let Blair know what had happened, that it hadn't had anything to do
with Blair. Jimmy knew that Blair's low self-esteem would be sorely tested over
the summer and he'd hoped that if they spent more time together they could help
each other through this but it was not to be.
When September finally
rolled around and school started, Jimmy was hurt to find that Blair was not
registered there. In fact when Jimmy finally managed to go by his house, it was
deserted.
There was no sign that
Blair and his family had ever lived there. The windows were boarded up and a
sign in the window read For Sale.
With a heavy heart, Jimmy trudged back home. Without his best
friend to make life more bearable, he was not looking forward to the future.
~*~*~*~